When U smile

I don't know why everytime i see you i will smile, and everytime you smile i will also follow suit. But I don't like you. I just see you as a friend, so it's normal right? But when someone talks to you, i feel annoyed, am i jealous? nop, i just get annoyed.. that's it. Am i denying what my heart is trying to tell me?? I'm not sure..

Today i saw u again. but I decided to act cool, how i wish i could be myself but i can't. hmm..

Anyway, today is really tiring because i prepared everything for the role play and yet it can't be recorded today just because someone had to get the promotion, i wish to forget about today so i won't be discussing it further.

Tomorrow there will be an exam or quiz on badminton, finished reading the notes but seriously, i'm not confident at all, so i'm going to have to depend on my common sense. Same thing, I lack common sense, i can't always think outside of the box.. = =''

These few days have been very stress and i feel my life is upside down, i feel lost, and i need someone to guide me .. fortunately i have a guide, who will never leave me like other people.. my Saviour.. God's words have never failed me till today. When I'm down, verses and scriptures suitable for me will just somehow pop out at the right time. To me, it's God's will, not coincidence, because i'm positive some non-believers will say it that way, like "you're exaggerating too much".

Well, only God and i knows.. :) I'd better get going. bye..