My idol

He's perfect. Just the person i'm looking for. Tall. Fair. Handsome. Athletic. and one could say he's everything that i want. Just today, i found the right word for him. He's nothing but an idol that i admire. Sad to say but that's the truth. and it hurts. I like him, but he's just too far away. It's like he's in Mars, and i'm on earth.

I guess I've figured it out too late. It really hurts me alot just to think about it. Well, i guess i have to move on with my life, but i will still like him anyway. Because he's the one for me .. :) I hope that one day he'll know that i exist, that's the least he could do right?? huhu ..

My story: It started with a glance

I always saw him around but i never thought things would get that far. I admit I had done something to make him notice me. But it's not what you think ok? It's stupid but naive.. But I'm not ashamed of it. I feel happy. I had achieved something in the whole of my life, like finally!! The incident was months ago, but I will never forget the day. Who knows what will happen in the future? I will never stop hoping until something comes up and can convince me to give up upon him. I just hope i wouldn't be the last one to know.

He's really committed to his studies and also family, or so i've heard. I really admire him because he's very serious and does not take anything lightly. He said he was not ready for any relationship. Though sad but i guess that's what i like about him too. He's honest. He doesn't fake his feelings like most guys would in order to get more girlfriends on their list.

So far, being single is fine but of course, occasionally i would envy those who have their partner with them when they go to the movies, because i'm either alone or with my girlfriends..

I guess i have to go now. Catch up soon..

This is Christiano Ronaldo, it's his idol, and now i like him too.. but somehow he also looks like him.. heheh ..