jogging in the rain

I had a dream, of jogging in the rain. The feeling was so soothing and i felt revived by the raindrop splashing on my face. i really feel so burden. I've made a too late decision, which is not to post any offensive blog message, but i guess it's too late..oh well, i'll have to move on, no use lamenting on the past. I don't want to talk about it.

So, let's start with my dream again. Hmm...

It was a weird dream, i was sleeping under a tree, it was already raining so you could imagine the ground was wet but i couldn't feel it. I heard a song that lifted my spirit and i jogged straight away.

I've been feeling very sad lately. I guess the road is my journey and I'm all alone, the road is curved and i can't see any ending beyond it.

But I just keep on jogging. The air was refreshing because the rain was now less and it was actually drizzling.

I guess the best translation is i have to walk this road alone. I must finish the things i have started. I know i have offended alot of people this week, I guess it's time to say i'm sorry.

I've been reflecting on myself and i hate that part of me that's too direct. I know it hurts people but i still go on with it, it's obvious they're tired of me already.

Well, now practically i have no one beside me because i caused something to happen. I want to feel sorry for myself but i can't, i've created this hell of a mess and i have to pay for my sins..

Like i say, nobody's perfect, which of course includes me..

and I didn't realise i have friends until i lose them. I will start from the beginning.

Return to the old me who always focus on her work and also korean dramas..

In fact, now i'm starting to catch up with the korean drama's my friend gave me a long time ago.

I don't want to care much about anything other than my work and dramas..

I will be much happier i guess..

and one thing for sure, i will learn to appreciate the things which i have lost after this hard lesson..

Remember: I must finish the journey I started, to those reading this blog, thanks for loving me the way i am, and once again i want to say i'm sorry if i have offended u in any kind of way..

From today on, this blog will be more on my life in general, not too in depth and also i will reflect more on the RAiNboWS in my life ..

LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL .. :)