Humans have so many flaws .. I find myself far from being fixed, it's like I'm damaged for good. But one thing that kept me going through each day is God's words. It's like food to my spiritual hunger. Now, in the midst of assignments and all things, I feel so depressed because of certain things which i can't openly discuss but i just feel hurt, why can't i ever go through the assignments easily? there must always be obstacles, different heads, procrastination.. I hate that part the most. but when i ask questions, i will become the BOSSY member. "Who does she think she is? stupid girl!" fine.. I didn't push but the work just never gets done, until the night before we are suppose to hand in the assignment! Can i conclude that every students on this face of this earth will surely face this kind of problem, if you deny my statement, then surely you are one of those lazy people! I try not to get mad, because it's bad for my health, but i can't help it. I've been tolerating this scenario for 2 years already .. It's already like a cycle of life ..
Today I'll talk about something i need. I need peace and wisdom because with that i believe i will not get mad and know the importance of taking one day at a time. Now, i simply can't, really disappointed in myself because I'm human!
Starting from today i will do my best and depend of God's love for me. There's so many semesters more to go before i graduate so this is just the beginning.. Patience Sophia ~~ good night everyone and God bless in this assignment month .. :)
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