I feel so nervous and also great at the same time. First, it's because my exam starts tomorrow and also I just had a prayer group with my friends and I feel that God is right beside me and since I have studied, there's nothing i should be afraid of, unless i'm not prepared. I am prepared but it of course depends on the questions asked tomorrow.
Well, development of the day. Nothing much to report about, except that i finished my revision in time and actually i planned to sleep but the time was not suitable (even though it was raining so hard) it was almost 5pm. So i stayed up and talked to my friend to release the stress. After that i took my bath and got ready to have my dinner at the cafeteria. It was altogether a day like other. I feel complete and happy because ... i'm not sure, i guess it's my positive thinking. I know that nothing is permanent but i will do all i can to keep a positive mind set because i won't be deceived by the devil. I know that temptation is always there but i pray that i will be strong in facing everyday's challenge and obstacles.
Thinking of going back home made me happy because i haven't seen them for almost three months now. My life now really depends on God and also what He has to offer me for the day. When i need to ask for guidance, i will pray and indeed the Lord answers because he said before, "Ask and you shall receive". God is always there, it's up to us whether we want to ask or not because Jesus said before that He will never push and force Himself into our life. Like the drawing (The light of the world) i once saw in an Alpha session recently, the door knob was on the inside while Jesus was outside knocking on the door. When people asked the painter, he said that Jesus only knocks, it's up to us totally as to whether we want to open the door of our lives to Him or not.
He will never force us because that's just His way. I was really touched by this because it only proves how great Jesus is, he will wait for us until the day we receive Him into our life.
For those who are sitting for your final exams, i pray for all of you to have peace and not be nervous on that day and also I ask God to bless you all with wisdom and answer logically... :)
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