Love despite pain

Grey day to begin with...

I guess i slept the wrong thing off last night. It hasn't been quite a good day to begin with but i was grateful for all that has been given to me. My exam went quite well i might say, but keeping my finger crossed of course. Well, i had an argument with someone, on a social network. That's how people fight nowadays i guess, we dont have to face each other to fight, that's cowardly to me. But i am not a brave person either. Anyway, i was in this great deal of pain, then i remembered something that i read during my devotional time. It mentioned that,
"Sometimes Christians waste their time fighting a battle that has already been won. It's a way of the devil to make you lose track of what is really important."

Then something dawn on me. That's seems the only thing logic to me. Then i called my mom, a.k.a my loyal counsellor, heheh.. then we talked for a long time, and like it's a message from the Lord, my mom also repeated the same words that i was thinking about, i mean how could she know i was thinking about the same thing right? well, then today i woke up feeling heavy hearted. But the Lord is good, though i don't understand His plan.

He told me "my love is a gift to the world". 

I was shocked because just last night i thought i couldn't love anymore, well,  because of that argument. But here's the thing i want to share, before this i would also add oil to the fire, and the argument would become so intense. But last night, i don't know what gotten into me. I honestly and sincerely have no feeling of anger. I tried to feel it but i can't. Because there was none in me. I never blamed anyone because all was my doing. My friend badmouthed me and insulted me with such hurtful words. So naturally i would hate her immediately. But i don't. I just feel sad and disappointed in my friend. I don't know what cause that friend to be so sensitive. My guess was i said something, and that person thinking that my message was meant for somebody. I only expressed my gratefulness, and i said I forgive but i won't forget. But that friend said, "Did i ever ask for forgiveness from you?" Well, i still forgive. I pray for that friend.

Now i am still thinking. Did i really not feel any anger at all? I guess i did get angry, but after thinking i feel this is getting us nowhere. I stopped but that person continued. I will say both are to be blame. 

But the reason i wrote this entry is not because of me.
It's for everyone out there who is facing this problem, so who thinks that they have no hope to love anymore. Today i want to spread my love to everyone who is hurt. I will pray for all of you who are hurt and in pain. I've been through all those and still will in the future but know this:

"The LORD is near to all who call upon HIM. " -Psalms 145:18

Here are some bible verses that will tell you how much Our Lord loves you and me, too.. :) [do leave comments so i know you have read it, i would really appreciate that]

Romans 8:37-39 No, in all these things we are more than conquerors through him who loved us. For I am sure that neither death nor life, nor angels nor rulers, nor things present nor things to come, nor powers, nor height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God in Christ Jesus our Lord.

God’s Love Shown Through Jesus Christ

John 3:16  “For God so loved the world, that he gave his only Son, that whoever believes in him should not perish but have eternal life.

Romans 5:8 but God shows his love for us in that while we were still sinners, Christ died for us.

God Loves and Cares For Us

Zephaniah 3:17 The LORD your God is in your midst, a mighty one who will save; he will rejoice over you with gladness; he will quiet you by his love; he will exult over you with loud singing.

1 John 4:7-8  Beloved, let us love one another, for love is from God, and whoever loves has been born of God and knows God.  Anyone who does not love does not know God, because God is love.

1 Peter 5:6-7  Humble yourselves, therefore, under the mighty hand of God so that at the proper time he may exalt you,  casting all your anxieties on him, because he cares for you.

(All these are from http://www.whatchristianswanttoknow.com/20-inspirational-bible-verses-about-gods-love/, there are more verses i think you would LOVE to have a look at)

God bless and I'll be back next time .. :)