Alive but trying to be grateful

Being alive is so far the most happiest moment that i could think of right now. Other than that, there's nothing to look forward to in life and nothing to be happy about. I'm trying to be grateful that i'm still alive but the thing is we humans are never satisfied with what we have and we want more. When things are taken away from us, we will collapse. Conclusion, greed is not a good option. Still, as a normal human, it can't be avoided. People who says they are satisfied are liars or aren't aware of what is really inside their heart. I'm one of them but it's ok, that's why God is here. Because only He can satisfy the hunger within us. Anyway, things aren't going that well but I took it as it is and now i'm trying to be as ignorant as possible. It's so tiring because i stayed up the whole night thinking about stuffs .. hmm~~

Well, I believe in pay back time. And i think it's now. Everything has been going wrong lately. Nothing seems right, I didn't do well in my exams, I found out some horrible truths and so on. Nothing is okay. I was just listening to some of my favourite songs from a Taiwanese band, F.I.R., their old ones, entitled "Fly away". I really felt like flying away from this place, leaving all my miseries behind and forgetting my past. of course it's not possible. Bu the lyrics gave me strength ..

[the english translation]

~ fly away, it doesn't matter how much tears are shed

~as long as there is still determination

~ I will be afraid of nothing

~the journey ahead is not as easy as I thought

~therefore I must be braver

Well, I feel a little better after hearing this song .. :) in life, we don't always get what we want but what we get is actually to help us grow up without us realising it until the time comes then we will know ..

Grateful is a word I need to use often from now on.

G- God is always there

R- Ready to help us

A-Although we think we're alone

T-Time will tell

E-Eagerly wait for that day

F-Finish what you have started first

U-U'll see that when He comes

L-'Lonely' is a word you will hear no more

[using my new knowledge from poetry lesson today .. :D you should try it too! it's fun!]

Well, time will tell.. now i just can't wait to go back to my family .. bye for now ~~