Honestly

Honestly, today i feel like crap .. :( It's been a really tough day.. Presentations none stop.. Oopss i'm not supposed to complain here.. Well, honestly, it's been a tiring day ..

I should be doing my assignment but i really feel like typing.. :D

Morning was heaven, but of course, if there's heaven there's a hell too ...

huhuhuhu ... ~.~

I saw him. yes! after a few weeks of praying i finally get to see him. I couldn't express the happiness i felt then. it was... blissful..I keep smiling and it hurt, but i didn't care. It was more than sheer good luck that i got to see him not only once, but three times!!

I will really never forget this day. Today is September 14 2011.. In another month's time I'll be ... I can only thank God Almighty for giving me such a great gift. In fact, it's the greatest gift i could ask for. It's my wish come true. seeing him occasionally from a distance is more than enough for me. I dont and won't ask for much.. I only want to see him, that's all..

Is it that difficult?? Why? When i think of it, i feel sad sometimes too.. Why can't he ever see me? Am i really that difficult to look at?

I have to get going now.. write soon .. :)