Learning from mistakes

Actually I never learn from my mistakes, that's why i keep on repeating the same mistakes over and over again, I am aware of it but i can't stop it from reoccurring.
But there are a few things that I've learnt though:
1. I am my worst enemy
2. I really need to stop using all my strength and start to depend on God
3. I am hopeless without God
4. All in all, I need God desperately

Sometimes I feel Him, but there are also times that I feel I am just bluffing myself. I am sick and tired of everything around me, i want it all to stop so that i can have a rest, but nothing good ever happens, not to me anyway.

As usual I went to search for inspirational quotes to lift my spirit, then I found a few. I know all things happen for a reason, but i just can't accept it because i just refuse to stand corrected!! So I learnt it the hard way..

Dear Lord, please continue be with me.. Amen..