There are many, I won't hesitate to admit that I myself failed to see the blessings. Only after awhile when I decided to just sit down and reflect on my life did I realise that I have received a lot of blessings.
Maybe some may not think of it as blessings but then again, it's how you perceive things.
One of the things I've realised that through each and every hardships, I have learnt to become stronger, depend more on God and less on myself and I could also truly see people for who they really are: their true nature and their colours.
Being on my own has also taught me alot, despite people saying I'm an anti-social whatever, I feel I have more time to be with Him, to reflect on His words and apply it in my life.
Finding inner peace is not an easy task but I could say I'm on my way there. I no longer care what others think about it (sometimes maybe), because as long I don't do anything the Lord considers wrong, it's enough.
So far, I haven't found friends I could really share my faith and secrets with, but there is one, my eternal friend, and that is Jesus. In this world, you can't really depend on others because you'll mostly end up getting hurt over and over again. I never learnt my lesson because I was always hoping people would change for the better, but I was so wrong. I am the person that should change, not them.
No man is an island, so thank God because I still have a number of friends for me to talk to. For now, that's what that matters.
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