This time of year AGAIN

It's this time of the year again. This festive season, a season of forgiving and love.
Oh well, it seems everyone, I think is so in the mood for Christmas. Don't get me wrong, I love Christmas but it's about buying gifts that's making me scared. There goes my money.
I try to budget this year but I hope not to disappoint anyone, with the increasing price of stuffs now, it would be even harder to buy things.

Finally, I have finished my degree course. It's been a while now, and I feel so happy because everything ended well. I hope that there would be nothing left because i would hate to go back and settle them.
Anyways, it's been so many memorable, thinking back all those years.
There were a lot of sad ones which i prefer to leave it in the past. And of course happy ones so that I could remember when I'm old later.

Here's some pictures which my sisters and I had taken in the Spring shopping mall during our SISTERly outing..

(My third sister and I, the background was very pretty, it feels magical, with all the shiny and blinking lights hanging down the tree)

(My youngest sister and I, still the same background. I just felt so happy at the time because the atmosphere was just soo.. merry)...

Since now all I have is time, I started doing the thing i like most: KNITTING. 

I started to knit socks again and they are going to be for my family. I did mention that it's expensive to buy things so why not do my own thing? It's the thought that counts. :) My sisters are in fact excited about it.. 

(The first pair of green socks are already done)

(Now for the second sock, red socks!!! Can't wait to finish it)

Tokyo ghouls review

It's finally the holiday season again.. And yes, I'm indulging myself in watching anime with my sister.

Tokyo ghouls?
AWESOME!!!!!
It's a story about a boy who turned into a half ghoul because of a weird accident. There, his journey began and the he to try his best to survive and be sane at the same time.

I guess I just love watching anime with lots of blood. Hahah, kidding. Most of the time the GORY parts were being sensored and so my sister and I were actually watching black screens.

The storyline was nice because it depicts the life of a normal teenage boy turned ghoul. Luckily he found a secret society where he won't have to kill humans to survive. :)

(He became a one-eyed ghoul. He became that way because a crazy doctor implanted organs of a deceased ghoul into him and therefore he became half human and half ghoul. However, he could no longer live a normal human life, for example, eat human food.)

(These are the characters in the story, although not ALL of them are in there but i guess they are the main characters of the story)

WARNING: Those who have weak hearts are not encouraged to watch this anime. 

(My favourite character HAS GOT to be this guy!!! His name is Uta. He's a mask maker. Although he doesn't appear much, but he's so cool!!!! I love his eyes and hairstyle)

Sad to say, the story leaves us on a cliffhanger (hope i'm saying this right), the final episode was so very frustrating because it ended just like that, I felt I was left hanging on mid-air just like that. Now my sister and I have to wait for the 2nd season, which will be airing on January 9, 2015. 

Well, it's not too far away. But by that time i will be busy with so many things, it is a new year anyway. 

Gotta go.. :)

Journey to Mount Kinabalu

On 27th - 28th October 2014, I went on this extreme, torturous and most wonderful adventure.
With a group of friends, we climbed Mount Kinabalu.
It started out fine, suddenly rain poured heavily until we reached "Laban Rata".
However, what people said were true, we should ignore the difficulties we are facing and instead admire the work of God.
The scenery's beauty was beyond words. It was simply gorgeous!!
It took us 6 hours plus to reach "Laban Rata" from the first checkpoint (Timpohon Gate).
The journey was 6km, but even 1km was more than enough for me. I could not believe how i could reach 6km. Praise be to God.

Upon reaching Laban Rata, we went to our rooms, dried ourselves, bathed and ate.
We slept around 7pm as we needed to wake up at 1 plus AM to begin our final challenge, climbing to the peak.

On the way to the peak, it was even more challenging and only God knows how many times i wanted to give up, but i was already half way there, so, like it or not, i had to continue on my journey.

At around 6am, we reached 8km. Then we continued to 8.5km, going towards the peak.

Halfway through the peak(already reached 8.5km by then), I stopped, and i told God, "Okay, this is as far as I could go". Another reason was that when i was trying to go up, many people were coming down, so i couldn't continue to go up (I think this is a sort of self-pity feeling) But, since I was already up at the mountain, I was given the coloured certificate, thank you Lord. :) Perhaps, if given another chance, THAT time i would try to reach the peak.

(My friend and I outside Laban rata, the rain just stopped)

(Drinking hot coffee Laban Rata before going off to sleep)

(finally reached 8km)

(The peak, still dark at the time)

(I would never forget this peak, known as "The ugly sister peak" amazing sunrise)

(Identifying the peak through RM100)

(Halfway through, my Sarawak flag mission accomplished)

(On the way down already, amazing scenery, the fog just came in like that, creepy yet magical)

(The fog coming in fast, so most of us started our journey back to Laban Rata)

(Final picture of the peak before going down to Laban Rata, the sun was up by then, heavenly view)

THE day

Today is THE day for me.
Yea, it was the day I was born, 14.10.1991

I want to thank God that I have lived on this earth for 23 years now..
Through thick and thin, i have survived this far.
Without You Lord, i won't be where I am now.

My story for today is funny yet memorable.
Today is the second day for the Kursus Pergigian that we are required to attend.
The previous day we had teeth check-up and there was this competition on who has the most beautiful teeth.
I wasn't too enthusiastic because my front teeth is not closed properly, I mean there is space in between my front teeth, even my sister said she could insert a 50 cents coin into my mouth through it..

Oh well, i still went for the check-up anyway, because my LAST check-up was when i was in PRIMARY school. Imagine how long it was, almost 10 years!

I was surprised that the nurse praised me, but i had to floss my teeth and take good care of my wisdom tooth, which i thought i did, but actually no (she told me that i didn't brush it properly)

So, i followed their style of brushing teeth, and i got bleeding gum instead. = = ''

Today, they presented all the presents and awards. AND guess what? It's my birthday..

Suddenly, the announcer asked my friend for my full name, and they all started laughing..
I was then secretly informed that i was the "Puteri Gigi".. OMG

Yea, I can't believe it myself because when they re-checked my teeth, i heard "Plak".. Meaning it was dirty. So I didn't give any hope at all.

It's such a wonderful gift and i would never forget this year. I really want to thank God for giving me this special gift. Thank you Lord.. :)

(Me and my mini bouquet)

(My gift from God)

New songs new motivation

Music is my life. I can't live without music. When there's no music, I would naturally hum to myself some random tunes.. :D

So, one of my favourite English bands has come up with a new album!!! Imagine the thrill. I haven't heard from them for quite a while now..

They are Lady Antebellum.. :) Really love and enjoy their songs, I first heard about them from their song "Need you now" and had been crazy about them ever since.

1. Bartender
Great song!! Catchy and really meaningful lyrics.

2. I did with you
Really love the lyric of the song. The best line is "Love is the reason why miracles never die"..

Another one is Carrie Underwood.. :)

1. Something in the water (Amazin grace, how sweet the sound)
- Song with a deep meaning, I always loved her song for being about Christianity and God's love (it's seldom that people sing Christian songs anymore because most of them wants popularity, if you know what I mean), and most of her songs really helped me through some tough times, it motivated me and kept me moving forwards.

Be yourself

There are times you hate yourself.
There are times you wish you weren't born, so there would be no problems at all.
There are times, you feel you can't go on anymore.
That's life. It's a roller-coaster, a wheel of fortune.
Nothing is permanent, we won't be sad forever, nor will we be happy forever.
That's how things work.
So, we must learn to appreciate happy times and catch hold on it when we face difficult times.
That's how you will survive the dark tunnel.

Like what God said,
He never promised life would be easy, but He promised to be by our side the whole time. No matter what. period.


Be yourself, do not change just to satisfy others, because at the end of the day, you will lose what's most important to you, and that is you yourself, your true self. Do not imitate others just so that you would be popular, it is temporary. You would only hurt yourself more.

If they don't like you, leave them. They are not worth your worry. God has a more important mission for you. Never pity yourself. Throw that self-pity away, pray for God's strength and wisdom.
Let the Lord avenge for you. :)

My new favourite: Holly Starr

I was browsing Youtube for new songs. Then I found hers. It was like it was meant to be. I was feeling rather low due to something I'm going through. The first song was "Through my father's eyes" and the second one was "God is".
Her song spoke what I was exactly feeling and I thank God for showing me her songs. It seems He's talking to me through her songs. Now, I am revived and listening to her songs every day. :)
Can't get tired listening to it over and over again.
Her lyrics are so meaningful.
(Through my father's eyes)
So many days I listen to the voice inside my head
I never thought that I'd be someone who could be misled
I wanted the mirror to show me something I could not see
I needed explanations for expectations I could never reach

I know I'm not the only one who's ever cried for help
And Jesus did for me what I could not do myself

He changed my life, I'm changing my mind
He healed all that was broken inside
I'm loving what I can see with His spirit alive in me
I'm finding beauty for the first time
Looking through my Father's eyes
(Looking through my Father's eyes)

From what I see it looks like you don't like yourself too much
When I hear you talk it sounds like you just feel like giving up
I know it's hard to see through what this world will tell you
'Cause misconceptions and false reflections will never be the truth

Just know I'm not the only one who's ever cried for help
Jesus loves you in ways that you cannot love yourself

He changed my life, I'm changing my mind
He healed all that was broken inside
I'm loving what I can see with His spirit alive in me
I'm finding beauty for the first time
Looking through my Father's eyes

I can see your freedom coming
You'll be a slave to nothing
When you see through my Father's eyes

He changed my life, I'm changing my mind
He healed all that was broken inside
I'm loving what I can see with His spirit alive in me
I'm finding beauty for the first time
Looking through my Father's eyes

I can see your freedom coming (I can see your freedom coming) 
You'll be a slave to nothing (You'll be a slave to nothing)

I'm finding beauty for the first time
Looking through my Father's eyes
(I'm finding beauty for the first time
Looking through my Father's eyes)

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God is indeed alive and I praise Him for all He has done in my life. :)