Absence makes the heart grows fonder, really?

I guess it doesn't apply to everyone we know.
Sometimes its better NOT to be in someone's life or be far away from that person especially if all that person has done is to hurt you, unless you're a sadistic person, so I have no further comment.

Sometimes, this quote could be somewhat true, as most of the time it applies to our loved ones, especially when we are far away from them. So when we meet them again, we love them and appreciate them even more.

For my part, I would say this quote doesn't really make sense in my life. I guess I never really like someone till being away from them would only make me love them more. One could say I am a very heartless person. Oh well, I won't deny it. Throughout my life, no one really earned that position, you could say they misuse it. At first, I thought I would miss them when we were going to be apart, but things just change so rapidly.
In a blink of an eye, they have found a NEW best friend and they act as if they do not know me at all.
Welcome to my life. I am still searching for that special someone though. My heart yearns for that feeling, I don't really know what it's like to miss someone so badly.

A good authentic example was during a class farewell dinner. Everyone was sobbing and near tears, as we were never going to meet each other again. I tried, believe me, to be touched and cry, but no tears came out. Personally, I don't feel that i will miss any of them. True, they are friends, but that's that. Anyway, I feel that absence from someone's life is a good thing. It gives you time to think things through, whether that person is really worth missing or not. So far, I don't think anyone is worth my tears, after all they've put me through, I say ADIOS!!

I don't care if I don't have anyone near me because I prefer a sincere friend than people who try to be my friend just to get something out of it.

(Me... waiting for that someone) ^-^

(I do have people who I am missing right now, and those are friends, though a few but they have been with me through thick and thin, and indeed, Absence DO makes the heart grows fonder) ^-^

completed knitting project

So previously I had wanted to knit socks as presents for my family. Finally I have finished all four pairs of them. Oh well, I hope they would like it. I love the colours, though. I haven't knitted one for myself and I am thinking of knitting more as I am starting to have other people in mind. :)

Have a blessed holiday season and God bless ~.~

Place of interest: Celeste, Texas

Actually I've never been there, but I love writing stories and I randomly thought of writing a story where the setting was in Texas. I searched for small towns and found this!

I chose this place, because believe it or not, the main character in the story was also named Celeste!! So, i checked the internet and this was what I got.
 Celeste is a town just outside Dallas. I discovered that there was this really neat quilt shop there. I also obtained some pictures of the town. It was quite old but how should I know because I never visited that place anyway. Although given the chance I would really love to go there so that I could get more hands-on information.

(This is the quilt shop i was talking about, this picture is not mine and no copyright intended)

I've always loved writing stories. Sadly, none of them were ever published. I could never finish the stories I've started and also I lose the inspiration to write quite quickly. Now that I have finished my studies and all I have is time, I would really like to start writing again. So far, I've come up with a storyline and characters.

The place would definitely be in Texas, but I guess I have to change the name so that it wouldn't get me in trouble. However, the place would still be somewhat like Celeste. I'm not a real writer after all, I'm just someone who loves to write because it's what I love doing most.

Brynhildr in the Darkness review

This is another anime that i have watched with my sister. It is about witches that have super power. I was thinking they were better suited with super humans, but why the term "witches"??

(This is the girl with the blue hair, her name is Kuroneko)

Anyway, the story is about a group of witches that were running away from a lab which they were created from.

The graphics were quite gory too.. Because when the witches ran out of a certain pill, they would start to bleed and eventually melt and die.

(A witch which was paralysed because of too many experiments)

The main character, which was a guy, could be said to be very lucky because all of the witches were girls. However, he only had feelings for the girl with the blue hair. This was because she looked like his childhood friend that passed away when he was young, which of course was true. The girl denied knowing him because she often lost her memories when she used too much of her powers.

(Her superpower is being able to manipulate technology things so she could hack into any system)

In the end, the girl remembered but it was only for a while as she used too much of her powers.

Deadman Wonderland review

Since I watched Tokyo ghouls, I remembered an anime i watched quite a while ago that seems to be a bit similar: Deadman wonderland.
The ending of this anime also left me hanging.
It was a story of a boy who was sentenced to death because of something he did not commit: Mass killing.

Why i said it's the same, it's because it had some connection to blood.
At first i thought he was just lucky to be alive, but then it got suspicious. He was alive because the person that killed the others knew him. That person was known as "Wretched Egg".

He started to have this super ability to do awesome things with his blood. But when he used too much of it, he would get anemic.

It was called "Deadman wonderland" because it indeed was a wonderland and the performers were those that were facing death-roll sentence. It was quite scary and of course involved a lot of blood.

(Apparently, not all of them that were in the death-roll had that ability, they would be tested and those that disappear all of a sudden was actually taken away. The boy, which was the main character was in fact very powerful because he had the power of the "wretched egg" in him. The picture above are some of the important characters, some good some bad. The good ones then made plans to escape the living hellhole for good).

This time of year AGAIN

It's this time of the year again. This festive season, a season of forgiving and love.
Oh well, it seems everyone, I think is so in the mood for Christmas. Don't get me wrong, I love Christmas but it's about buying gifts that's making me scared. There goes my money.
I try to budget this year but I hope not to disappoint anyone, with the increasing price of stuffs now, it would be even harder to buy things.

Finally, I have finished my degree course. It's been a while now, and I feel so happy because everything ended well. I hope that there would be nothing left because i would hate to go back and settle them.
Anyways, it's been so many memorable, thinking back all those years.
There were a lot of sad ones which i prefer to leave it in the past. And of course happy ones so that I could remember when I'm old later.

Here's some pictures which my sisters and I had taken in the Spring shopping mall during our SISTERly outing..

(My third sister and I, the background was very pretty, it feels magical, with all the shiny and blinking lights hanging down the tree)

(My youngest sister and I, still the same background. I just felt so happy at the time because the atmosphere was just soo.. merry)...

Since now all I have is time, I started doing the thing i like most: KNITTING. 

I started to knit socks again and they are going to be for my family. I did mention that it's expensive to buy things so why not do my own thing? It's the thought that counts. :) My sisters are in fact excited about it.. 

(The first pair of green socks are already done)

(Now for the second sock, red socks!!! Can't wait to finish it)

Tokyo ghouls review

It's finally the holiday season again.. And yes, I'm indulging myself in watching anime with my sister.

Tokyo ghouls?
AWESOME!!!!!
It's a story about a boy who turned into a half ghoul because of a weird accident. There, his journey began and the he to try his best to survive and be sane at the same time.

I guess I just love watching anime with lots of blood. Hahah, kidding. Most of the time the GORY parts were being sensored and so my sister and I were actually watching black screens.

The storyline was nice because it depicts the life of a normal teenage boy turned ghoul. Luckily he found a secret society where he won't have to kill humans to survive. :)

(He became a one-eyed ghoul. He became that way because a crazy doctor implanted organs of a deceased ghoul into him and therefore he became half human and half ghoul. However, he could no longer live a normal human life, for example, eat human food.)

(These are the characters in the story, although not ALL of them are in there but i guess they are the main characters of the story)

WARNING: Those who have weak hearts are not encouraged to watch this anime. 

(My favourite character HAS GOT to be this guy!!! His name is Uta. He's a mask maker. Although he doesn't appear much, but he's so cool!!!! I love his eyes and hairstyle)

Sad to say, the story leaves us on a cliffhanger (hope i'm saying this right), the final episode was so very frustrating because it ended just like that, I felt I was left hanging on mid-air just like that. Now my sister and I have to wait for the 2nd season, which will be airing on January 9, 2015. 

Well, it's not too far away. But by that time i will be busy with so many things, it is a new year anyway. 

Gotta go.. :)