Things I want to do

There's just so many things I want to do in life. But now I'm afraid there won't be enough time.
With so many things happening in the world today, i think time is very limited and we should really appreciate those around us and start to do the things we want to before it's too late.
So far, I've established my relationship with the Lord, though I'm still new, i just know He is there for me..
Now, there's something that i want so badly that i can't sleep at night just thinking about it..
I want to fall in love.. >_<

I've never been really in love before. By saying 'really' I really mean really. 

Getting older starts to make me scared because I realised that I've never really like anyone before. 

It's a sad thing but it's the truth. 

Luckily I always have a comforter, which is Him, and I just have to trust in His timing.

I'm getting nervous and often times I started to overreact and think too much.

For example, sometimes there's this guy i met, so, he's good and so on, but then even though i don't know a thing about him, my mind would go beserk thinking whether he's the one for me or not. In the end, I was the one getting broken-hearted.

First, he doesn't even realise I exist, and second it's 90% that he has someone already....

Oh... my life~~~

I wonder what does it feel like to fall in love... :) I'm really curious...

I also want to travel the world. It's my final semester and if God's willing i would be posted early next year. I just can't wait for my first pay.. It's been my dream to travel the world. But after a few incidents that happened recently, I think I am afraid to use airplanes. But God is greater.. 

I my me and mine

To survive in today's world, that is what we should all be doing, if not you will definitely find yourself at the bottom of the well.
It's a sad but true fact of life. Even your own friend don't trust you with information that they think will make you better off than them.
I'm fade up with people like that but still I have no choice but to live among them. This is how the world works now.

It's difficult to be the good guy when you want to succeed in life.

However, as a Christian, we should know what to do and follow Christ, our best role model ever!!

I'm always the last person to know when there's something going on. Of course, there are still a few good souls out there and it's thanks to them that I get updated.

That's why now i have to be always alert of things around me and try to ask around. I know it hurts our pride, but we need to survive too. So we just have to bear with it...

Anyway, i guess we need to think of it as a challenge and find ways to overcome it. Maybe He wants us to humble ourselves.
I went through a lot of hardship just in order to learn that He wants me to be humble.
I had a hard time until the day I realised what God has in store for me: Being humble.
Humble is never easy because i never want people to pity me nor use me for their own benefits.
Sometimes, things like this just have to happen. It's just meant to be. I can't really explain why and how but all the prove I have keep pointing to one thing and that is All this while my life has been revolving aroung God's will for me.

I was never happy before because it seems that nothing that i want ever comes true, but i stopped complaining the moment i realised that I was going towards the path that the Lord has set for me. He has given me what i needed for my journey and not what i wanted because all those weren't necessary.

I'm still learning and there's just so many things which i have realised recently and therefore now i will accept things as it is and be assured that this is the Lord's will for me and i will obediently follow Him without questioning Him.
I have been questioning Him for too long now and it's time that I let my faith do the rest.