Lesson behind a blocked ear

Ahh, nothing feels more tortured than to be partially deaf. I am grateful that the Lord blessed me with a healthy body.
I'm currently on a 1 week break and I thought that I wanted to relax but suddenly my ear just had to torture me.. At first, I did what I did best, always trying to solve the problem on my own.
So, my ear only got worse. It started to hurt alot, until I couldn't stand it anymore. So I called my mom and she told me I better go and get it checked by a doctor.
It was then, I prayed. Yup, prayer always seemed the last thing to do only after everything I TRY to do on my own fails.
Here, I realised that I have yet a lot to learn. I always thought I would trust Him to care for me, but instead I always take matters into my own hands and in the end, I am the one getting hurt, then I blame Him for allowing me to get hurt. But in actual fact, it was I who didn't wait for His signal and went my own way.
I don't know about others but I do think that sometimes we tend to make our own decisions.
It was until I fall then I remember that we (humans) can make all the decisions we want but He is the One that approves of everything.
I seem to be repeating the same mistakes over and over again. For me personally it is difficult sometimes to wait on the Lord because there are desperate times that you need immediate answer. But this thought is wrong, because we should know that the Lord will ALWAYS answer our prayer, it's just that His timing is different from ours and what we want is different than what HE wants for us.
In the end, I prayed because I didn't want to hurt my ear anymore and went to the clinic. Now my ear is fully healed.. ^-^
Thank God....
I believe that obedience is very very important, if we are faithful in the Lord, that faith will not be in vain.. It's just the Lord's timing is unpredictable, it comes when you least expect it.. For example, for my ear medication, I was given the medication for free!! I went to the governmental clinic and the fee was supposed to be RM1, but on that day no one charged me at all.. :) I have every reason to praise the Lord God Most High..

Little angel

It's been a while since I've updated this blog. The reason is that I'm currently having my teaching practice and it is just so tiring!
However, today something happened and I really wanted to share it with everyone.
It's about a little boy, a boy from my class. What he did really made me touched and how i wished i had a brother or if i were to have a son in the future, i want to have a son just like him.

His name is Amzi. It was after school and i was carrying out my action research. He came by for a short visit. Suddenly, he asked me for help. Then I realised that his school bag was torn. He asked me to fix the zip back to his school bag because it came out.

I noticed that someone sewed his bag before, so i asked him, expecting it to be his mother, but to my astonishment, he said it was him!!! Bear in mind that this little boy is only in Year 2, already he knows how to sew and repair his bag.

I didn't have to ask him because he told me that it's been awhile since he bought a new school bag because his mom won't allow it, so he did his best to protect his bag from getting torn. I was so touched and trust me, i felt so emotional at that time. I never ever met such a good and caring boy. He doesn't complain that his mother won't let him buy a new bag.


It's so difficult to find such a good boy nowadays...