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Friday, February 24, 2012

I'm innocent

I dont know much about life but what i do know is that it sucks when foolish people keep on spreading lies about you that isn't at all true. I hate it and now since i'm facing it i feel like crying. I don't know what happen but all of a sudden, this person A seems to despise me every moment i see him. The person who badmouthed me should really be punished.. Oh, how i wish and wish her mouth will rot and will be filled with maggots. Acting innocent might help you through life but with God, you're nothing but rubbish. Judging people is a sin, but badmouthing? Come on, you should know who you're messing with. I know i cannot undo what has been done, but i will always pray that one day, the table will turn around and by then, see who's the last one who's laughing. I bet when you're the victim you won't be wanting to smile at all.
I don't know why this type of people must exist. They twist every words that come out of your mouth so it would seem foul and rude when it comes to the ears of other people. You can run from God but you cannot hide from Him. I just feel so demotivated now. I don't want people to dislike me but with the existence of this type of human being, how could you not hate them? It's really the devil's work in getting us further away from God.
Hence, in this season of fasting and penance, I pray that God will give me the strength i need to fight off all these useless things and no matter what happens, i will always have trusted friends beside me who really understand me and not judge me from other people's point of view. Amen.

Thursday, February 9, 2012

Trust no one, sadness no more

Well, actually you can't exactly banish sadness because it's like blended in our life already. Trusting in people nowadays only lead to sadness that only oneself can understand.
I'd rather not trust in any human at all. There's too much burden to bear. Enough with being a hypocrite and what more to say "poker face" ..
I can't live a lie anymore, I'm tired of everything already.Nothing was ever right. Lies will come out eventually even if you try to cover them up. Darkness will always be overcome by light. When it comes, i can't wait to see all your dark secrets exposed by the light.
I was a fool thinking that trusting someone and confiding in someone would be so simple. But it wasn't. Well, everyone makes mistake, I'm not saying anyone, but generally i believe we do face this difficulty in some parts of our lives and we can't deny the hurt it caused us. No matter how time heals, there will always be a scar and if we always repeat the same mistake, the scar will only deepen and increase our pain.
How i wish i could leave this earth. I want to find rest. Sleeping is no good because it is only temporary. I want to rest eternally in the arms of God. I can't bear all these myself. Help me Lord..