Home sweet home

Today is the last day my second semester of my first degree year.. I can't wait to go home, but my flight has been delayed..urghh .. i really don't like this when it happen.. But i guess i'll just have to endure it because the most important thing is i get back safe and sound.

Semester 2, my story:

It's been quite short and busy with assignments and preparation for the finals, but now the exam has ended. now the agonising part is waiting for the results, like what my friend told me. But to me, i don't care because i only start worrying when people keep asking me how much i got for my exam.. that's what i don't like. For this semester, i'm not that confident but i've done my best and i guess i can say this is the first time i don't have any regrets because i've studied everything i could possibly read and also remember notes from lectures and most importantly, my lecturers really helped me alot through endless exercises and also extra class, but everything bear fruit successfully. I'm very grateful for them. For the next semester, i pray that i could get lecturers like them also. Well, i can't wait for the holidays to begin because i want to spend it fully and the happy news is, my big sis is coming back, i'm so happy. i have to admit there will be fights and jealousy but i still love her, somewhere deep inside my heart, there is some love for her though.. hehehe ... gotta go for now, heading to the airport .. :) God bless and happy holidays ..

Time is the best teacher

When we look back, there's so many things which we have learnt from our past. It may be good or bad but still it's a memorable experience. I've lived a normal life and I'm grateful because time has shaped me the way I am now. I know what i should and shouldn't do in order to prevent history to repeat itself, though sometimes there are situation which cannot be avoided. Still, we grow and mature after every step, that's what make us who we are today.

I learnt to be humble because over-confidence only make me look foolish and I really learnt it through a hard but useful lesson. Well, sometimes it's meant to be so.. there's nothing we can do about it. Unless... we change fate.. :)

This is the last week of class and also three more papers to go. Counting the days to going back. For the past two years, I guess I've really grown up to become someone who could think in a more critical manner and also watch my mouth before i say something that could cause destruction. I learnt to love, hate, cry and rejoice.. I love my life .. :D be grateful and rejoice every single moment you're still breathing.. GOD bless..

Reminiscence bump

Since the holidays almost here, i really can't think of anything else but to go back to my beloved home.. but now i've got two houses!!! hehe, nothing to be proud of but i can't wait to go back to my second home.. it's like a villa to me and when i'm there, i feel so inspired and i even i'm a writer or novelist on vacation because i really have this mood to write something. the scenery is awesome, the air clear and the place.. no words can describe how amazing that place is, at least to me..

(this is the living room, now it has a new addition, panasonic Plasma TV.. hahah.. and DVD player)

(this was taken in the morning after a whole night of heavy rain.. lucky the house is quite high)

(the "ruai".. it was still merdeka month so Sarawak flag!!! heheh .. my dad's very patriotic)

(that's my dad, the dining room, empty table..in the process of packing to go back to Kuching already)

(taking a last pose before the trip back to Kuching, really dont feel like going back to the city)

well, city life is very hectic now and so hot!!! there's so little green compared to when i was still small, now everything i see are highways and new building construction.. the next shopping mall in Kuching is almost ready i guess.. a connection to tHe sPring --> the Summer .. or is it Autumn, my memory is slowly failing me ... :(

Well, I still have exam going on next week before i go for my vacation, so.. wish me luck .. and also Good luck to those taking their finals.. God bless.. bye for now ..

say NO to the other ME

Fakers. I never stand them for long. It's so tiring to put up with their annoying attitude. why can't they be real for once? we are also humans and we have limits too. They always think the world rotates around them. Their treatment? hmm.. constantly changing like the flow of the river. Just be yourself and be true t0 yourself, if you don't like to be what you're not, then stop right now. Screw those who don't want to accept you for who you are. Don't you think it's pure torture to act as someone you're not?? you're not an actor/actress okay? No hard feelings, just that it's been too crammed in lately and i'm tired of all this drama.. It's not like we're in some typical korean drama where conflicts occur almost everyday. I just want to live a peaceful life. This does not concern anyone, BEEN READING SOME POSTS ON THE NET, SO I THOUGHT IT WAS A GOOD TOPIC.. it's GENERAL so don't take it to heart readers. Or maybe you also agree with my opinion .. :)

Christmas spirit

Ha .... Christmas is around the corner.. Can't wait to go back.. The spirit of Christmas is so strong! I really miss my family right now, their warmth and love is enough to melt my cold heart. Can i skip my finals exam?? heheh..

Now i'm doing my revision, but i'm also listening to Christmas songs already, some in the process of downloading. Now it's TVXQ's Silent night.. Really love it!! Been repeating the same song for three times now .. Went out yesterday after church and i saw this huge tree so i asked permission from the cashier if i could take a picture of it. Here it is. so lovely ..

now my Christmas mode is on. God bless me for my coming exam .. Bless everyone on this blessed season ... :)

How it feels to belong

Feeling wanted is the most important thing a person wants to achieve. Otherwise, we feel isolated, rejected, unwanted, and so on. For me, feeling wanted is very precious. It gives you a reason to continue living, it gives you Hope to look forward to another day, it is able to carve a smile on your face despite how bad the day might be.. I'm blessed because my family is always there for me. So far, they have been the ones who are really supporting me from the back. If not for them, i don't think i can carry on to see another day. They are the ones with you through thick and thin no matter what situation you face. Conflicts occur, of course, but like they say, blood is thicker than water. Therefore, appreciate your family because you never know what will happen next.